December 2011
I’m sorry for what I’m abt to write, you guys can say what you want to this post but this is how I feel. I HATE this man I call father, he no longer means anything to me, I’m sorry but he’s a complete asshole. This isn’t the old days where people had to hide their love, this is a new century & people will show their love anyway they can, this asshole can say whatever he wants to me & bring me down but I don’t give a fuck ! This is why I am the way I am towards guys & I apologize to every guy I hurt, this man made me hate the male species bc he treated my mom like shit, but I give my mom props for being strong & not taking his shit, I’m just like my mom & I love her to death, she means the world to me, I wouldn’t be who I am now if it wasn’t for her, she taught me how to be strong & not take shit from people & to always do good in school so I can get a good job & I’m sorry for letting her down w. the whole education thing, but I will go back to school & her proud. When the new year comes I’m gona change the way I am & do better for myself. I no longer have a father just a mom who cares & does everything she can to provide for my siblings & I